Saturday, March 20, 2010

For the better......

I have this very bad habit. I tend to write in journals only when life is tough or generally unpleasant. When things are great I just don't feel the need. I am coming to the realization now that when things are great that it is equally important if not more to write and acknowledge it.
Life does go right many times. But if you don't acknowledge it the pattern of your life will be just a collection of bad experiences.
I need to express this right now. I have found a job I REALLY like. I could probably say love but it is only two weeks in so lets keep it within reason. I mean if you started a new relationship and two weeks in you say "I Love You" most of the time the person will think you are mental. Like scary, clingy, you must be a stalker mental. That said, I really enjoy going there and doing the work. It shocks me on some days that it is the perfect job for me. The fact that all the art for the game is art I wish I had made and want collected in a book for me. All the ideas so far for the game are ideas I think I would have or even better ideas than I would have.
I also would like to add one of the great affirmations is how well they have taken in my family. I really feel like my family is cared for. When my family is cared for I have no distractions. I cannot stress how important this realization is for me. It means the world when your insurance info shows up on time with cards. That you are paid for the 1st time on time. It shows the company cares and they "get it." Because of this, everyday I sit at my desk I am totally focused on doing great things for the company. I want the company to succeed.

This is another important realization of mine, the idea of success at my job. But that should be another blog for another day. Today I am just grateful and want to acknowledge that after 10 years of searching I think I found a job I enjoy and really ,thats pretty amazing and is making me a wee bit........mental. :)